I keep hurting people. I seem to be going about my everyday life and all of a sudden 'BAM' another one bites the dust and I'm to blame and it sucks.
It is my fault, I know it. The problem is I just don't see it coming, and I can talk myself into anything which is a majorly bad thing when you shouldn't be doing something.
I might be dangerous.
Dear _____________,
i love you
What is this burning desire I have to keep you safe, to keep you close, to grant you your wishes for eternity?
I want to deliver you into the hands of your dreams and watch you dance away into the life you long to lead... Even though I know this is not a life I can be part of.
I long to be good enough for you, to see you smile at me with utter adoration, but your eyes have been emptied. I'm not to you what I once was.
I want to take you by the hand, lead you through the hidden door in the back of the garden and down the rabbit hole to a secret place where I can keep you safe. Safe from pain, safe from heartache, stress and life.
I don't want you to feel these pains that I feel, I want you to be free of them because you are so sweet, so kind, so gentle and unassuming and do not deserve pain. I deserve all I get because I bring it on myself but you don't. There is not malice in your thoughts, no judgments in the looks you cast.
If I was you I would reach out and take what I wanted, screw right and screw wrong. But you won't, you would never - and it saddens my heart. You deserve to feel the happiness that holding that hand inside yours would bring, you deserve to whisper secrets into that ear and hold that body close to you.Your deserve everything love has to offer you. I want to hand it to you on a platter and say, 'look my sweet, this is love... Take it, I've had my fill - it's your turn.'
I think I might love you more than anything in the world, you keep me smiling, dancing and loving,
You are my family always dearest,
(L)
It is my fault, I know it. The problem is I just don't see it coming, and I can talk myself into anything which is a majorly bad thing when you shouldn't be doing something.
I might be dangerous.
Dear _____________,
i love you
What is this burning desire I have to keep you safe, to keep you close, to grant you your wishes for eternity?
I want to deliver you into the hands of your dreams and watch you dance away into the life you long to lead... Even though I know this is not a life I can be part of.
I long to be good enough for you, to see you smile at me with utter adoration, but your eyes have been emptied. I'm not to you what I once was.
I want to take you by the hand, lead you through the hidden door in the back of the garden and down the rabbit hole to a secret place where I can keep you safe. Safe from pain, safe from heartache, stress and life.
I don't want you to feel these pains that I feel, I want you to be free of them because you are so sweet, so kind, so gentle and unassuming and do not deserve pain. I deserve all I get because I bring it on myself but you don't. There is not malice in your thoughts, no judgments in the looks you cast.
If I was you I would reach out and take what I wanted, screw right and screw wrong. But you won't, you would never - and it saddens my heart. You deserve to feel the happiness that holding that hand inside yours would bring, you deserve to whisper secrets into that ear and hold that body close to you.Your deserve everything love has to offer you. I want to hand it to you on a platter and say, 'look my sweet, this is love... Take it, I've had my fill - it's your turn.'
I think I might love you more than anything in the world, you keep me smiling, dancing and loving,
You are my family always dearest,
(L)
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