reality?

Sometimes the only way to escape reality is by doing just that, but there's not a whole lot that can be done to be freed from the torments that can go on and on inside this head of mine. I like to read books, get so wrapped up in the lives on the fictional pages that I cannot even imagine worrying about myself, the same with movies, tv dramas; their lives are so dramatic in comparison its seems silly to worry about my trivial problems when I just watched a girl escape a serial killer stalker only to find her boyfriends unlce has been shot by her father and her boyfriends now gone to seek comfort in her bestfriend... I mean what can compare to that? But sometimes... you do compare. The only place I can go and be free of reality is my dreams, thats where I have had the most incredible unbelievable and unexplainable experiences of my life, and some of the worst.





Dear Dreams,

i love you
You are my most favourite in the whole world. The most amazing experiences of my life have occurred when I'm with you.
I have flown
I have sprinted and not moved, not matter how much i willed my legs to take me away
I have been the queen, a man, an executioner
I have had adventures in places that simply don't exist
I have witnessed magic
I have fallen thousands of meters from the sky and not been hurt at all
I have had sex on an old couch on the beach as the waves crashed around me (and not ended up with sand in all those uncomfortable places)
I have exacted revenge on those who have caused me pain
I have been haunted
Chased
Burnt
Tied
Beaten
Strangled
But Dreams, when I'm with you I feel safe, always. I know I can win when I'm with you, even if its simply by escaping to reality.
I have felt brave and courageous
With you Dreams, I am free.
Every night I lay in bed waiting for you to come to me, so show me something incredible, I wait for you... and unless I've drunk my wait in goon, you come to me and amaze me.
My life would be pointless if you didn't exist, you're my everything Dreams

Please never forget me, like I sometimes forget you.
(L)